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Current Inspirations

Life of Pi was visually stunning. The Indian zoo, the haunting sea life, the tropical island…these were extraordinary, and all the more so in 3D. But I was also very drawn to the comparatively ordinary scenes set in a Montreal kitchen and living room. For the home decor, obv.

It’s not especially exciting, but it’s cozy and soothing and warm. I love the wood, and the light blues and greens in the kitchen, the books, and…just everything. How normal it is. Lovely, but normal.

Life of Pi living room/kitchen

Life of Pi living room/kitchen

I couldn’t find better pictures! But it’s worth looking at the details behind this guy!

Life of Pi living room/kitchen

Side note: I just remembered today that one of my other favorite visual delights of a film, Eat Drink Man Woman, was also directed by Ang Lee.

Also, while mildly participating in an Apartment Therapy “Cure” right now, I’ve decided one project to tackle in the next month is to have cushions made for the retro chair I bought on Craigslist in, oh, September 2009. I am thinking something like these:

Mid century cushion idea

Because not only do I really like the look, but my bigger, comfier armchair, a more recent Craigslist find, is also gray and tufted.

My other goal is to semi-restore some of my vintage wood furniture, like my dresser, using this method.

Other current inspirations are health related:

My workout last night went really well, even chasing away a headache. And I heard (yet another) compelling piece on the perils of eating too much sugar on NPR: “It’s supposed to be a treat eaten once a week, not a diet staple, eaten once a meal”–paraphrasing some author. So I’m really trying to focus more on wellness. In addition to cutting back my excessive cheese intake, I am also trying to reduce my added sugar intake. And when faced with the horror of eating fewer of my favorite tasty things, I’m exploring new stuff at the grocery store. To keep things fun. Apple butter, cashew butter, loose leaf tea, fancy oats (rolled and steel cut), muesli (I also made some of my own without realizing it was a thing), pomegranate arils, Bragg liquid aminos. Fun, right?

Don’t get me wrong, I’ve still been eating plenty of “normal” food like pizza, but with a little preparation, I can do better. (Like tonight, I packed a bag full of stuff to choose from for snacks tomorrow – celery, carrots, all-natural hummus, apples, raw almond butter, and clementines–and that doesn’t include a fruit/nut/oat breakfast or hardy kale salad for lunch.) I look forward to returning to this vegan, sugar-free challenge I came across today for recipes.

It’s a good thing when I get into the spirit of healthier eating because on the opposite end of the spectrum, I’ve been known to eat more than my fair share of pasta, butter, cheese, chips, and M&M ice cream cookie sandwiches. My number one driving factor in really shifting those items (and my daily creamy, sugary coffee) from staples to occasional treats is that I want to prevent preventable disease. Bear with me.

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Envisioning 27

I have indulgently commenced a long (four-day!) birthday weekend. I figured since I’m not asking for any extra time off around Christmas, I’d take a couple of days now, for myself. The goal is to things I always envision myself doing, but don’t actually do. Or don’t do as often as I would like.

By coincidence my best friend will be in town this weekend too, so the timing worked out perfectly! I think it will be a wonderful few days, if I can just shake off the laziness that makes me want to stay in this robe and on this couch. Some of the possibilities for the long weekend (not counting tasks like cleaning and errands) include:

  • running/walking a Christmas-themed 5K (at night with luminaries, sounds so pretty)
  • taking Herman to a new dog park
  • checking out books at the library
  • meandering through an antique mall
  • meeting a friend at a coffee shop I’ve been wanting to try
  • doing yoga (at home)
  • attending a Unitarian Universalist church service
  • taking photos
  • eating lunch at my favorite Indian buffet and, I suppose on a different day, having breakfast for dinner at a good diner
  • watching a movie and finishing
  • hiking a nature trail

Due to recent circumstances, like the three doctors’ appointments I had in the past week (don’t skip going to the dentist for years–the result is painful, physically and financially), I relied on my credit card a little too much in the past month. So there should not be much big spending anytime soon. My mom did ask if there was anything small I wanted for my birthday, so I showed her 3 inexpensive items on my Amazon wish list, any of which I would be really happy to receive: A rice washing bowl (sort of silly and less than $5, but I have really given up on rinsing rice and quinoa since they both fall right through the slots in my colander, and I hate to skip that step), an immersion blender, and TASCHEN’S London. Practical cooking tools and travel inspiration–both good things in my book!

In all, I think it will be a fairly budget friendly weekend. And hopefully a healthy, inspiring one to start my 27th year on a good note, so that I continue to work toward living the life I envision for myself.

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Cathartic Whining

My motivation to do, well, just about anything has been low the last couple of days. I haven’t been feeling very well physically, and although I suspect exercising would help, it’s really hard to push myself to work out when I feel weak and tired and my head is pounding. I did just conclude one of my busiest weeks at work to date, culminating in an outdoor event that began at 6 a.m. in cold, drizzly weather Friday, and I suspect I’m just due for a few days of rest and relaxation.

My eyes are glazing over at the sight of Craigslist apartment ads, so I may go drive around looking at “for rent” signs today. I have mostly decided against the studio, as much as I like it. I explored the surrounding area and it’s truly a concrete jungle. I wouldn’t mind except that I walk my dog at least twice a day and I think it makes more sense to live in a more lush, walkable (and, yes, safer-feeling) neighborhood if possible.

I guess I’m just feeling a little sorry for myself right now. The 6+ weeks of small paychecks at work (while we transition to a different pay schedule) have been frustrating at a time when everyone is working so hard. I feel guilty about every dollar I spend, mostly just on food, and I wish I didn’t. I’m not in dire straights and am having no problem paying for the necessities. It’s more psychological, I guess. Wanting more to show for my effort. More generally, I wish I weren’t forced to look at the absolute cheapest apartments available on the market. If I could spend even $200 more a month on a place to live it would be such an obvious improvement. Better layouts, more storage, less grime, and maybe even fewer crazy neighbors.

I already don’t have cable, don’t have a smart phone, don’t shop much. There’s only so much I can cut back on. I’m sure the personal training sessions “should” go, but I’m hanging onto them as long as I can. Most personal finance books and blogs would probably tell me that at this point, I should focus on earning more money, not just spending less. Take on a “side hustle,” at the very least. A weekend or part-time job, a freelance gig, or a side business. The idea is not altogether unappealing to me, although I’m not sure what I’d do and how I’d manage to do it while staying sane.

It should go without being said that I know I don’t truly have it that bad. But something I have been appreciating about the personal finance writing for women I’ve been consuming lately (like Smart Cookies) is that this genre encourages women to want more. To set higher goals for earning power and financial security. To go beyond paying the bills to think about building wealth. I work in the non-profit sector for an organization that serves the poor, and I come away feeling very conflicted about all of this. Conflicted about what I want and should want, what I deserve. I also have never wanted to be one of those young people who thinks they immediately deserve great jobs, great homes, great incomes, etc. before putting the work in. Nor have I ever wanted to be “rich,” whatever that I means. But I do feel, deep down, that I need to aspire to more. That I do work hard enough to warrant a comfortable life.

Anyway, enough whining. It has been cathartic and I’m feeling a little more energetic again. Ready to get out of the house and make this Sunday count.

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Three Days

There is something about three-day weekends. Extended vacations are wonderful but they invoke a different mindset, a departure from normal daily life. Three-day weekends are not long enough to accommodate pure escapism. Instead, for me, they foster a sort of relaxed productivity. I feel so good right now. There is less tension in my back and head than normal (and I didn’t realize just how tense my “normal” really is). I’m feeling positive about my to-do list and about larger life goals. I think part of the relief I’m experiencing is the fact that everyone is on vacation tomorrow. The last two times I’ve gone out of town, work for all my colleagues went on without me, which left me playing serious catch-up after. It only just occurred to me how different it feels this time around when tomorrow is just a plain old day off for all of us.

Things I Have Recently Done Or Am In The Process Of Doing To Better My Life

  • Got a library card! I am so excited about this. It feels different than having access to the university library in college. There are no strings attached–no school work, no papers to write, no studying for tests, just the pursuit of my own personal interests. And the books in the public library, oh, they remind me of childhood. I went to grab one covered in that old-school crinkly plastic yesterday, and as soon as I heard the noise it made I got a visceral flashback to my elementary school teachers reading out loud at story time. Pure bliss. As for the books I checked out yesterday–well, individually they’re not so embarrassing, but if you get a sense of the full collection, I look a little pathetic. Taken together, they clearly add up to self-help binge.  But I’m happy to go on this self-help binge. Here’s the list:
  1. Organizing Your Day: Time Management Techniques that will Work for You
  2. What Color is Your Parachute?
  3. The New Frugality: How to Consume Less, Save More, and Live Better
  4. Nice Girls Don’t get Rich: 75 Avoidable Mistakes Women Make with Money
  5. InStyle: Instant Style – Your Season-by-Season Guide for Work and Weekend
  6. The New Good Life: Living Better than Ever in the Age of Less
  7. The Joy of Living and Dying in Peace
  8. Organizing Plain & Simple
  9. Small Spaces: Inspiring Ideas and Creative Solutions
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Link-spiration

-I love when I have random ingredients in my kitchen (like peas and almonds and garlic), decide to combine them, and find out I’m not too far off from a Gourmet magazine recipe.

Pasta with peas

-I have these dreamy memories of visiting France when I was six. I’ve never forgotten this fantastic breakfast I had at a B&B and specifically remember eating bread with marmalade, and drinking out of bowls. But I always wondered if I made up the part about bowls. Turns out I didn’t! I want to start collecting these beautiful cafe au lait bowls now.

-This recap of a trip to London has me dying to go. I seriously must start planning some big-time traveling, even if it’s really far off, just to have something to look forward to. (Some smaller trips are in store for this summer.)

-Speaking of travel, the photography and writing at Journal Femme have been off the chain since Candace started documenting her new life in Cambodia.

-The Phantom of the Opera is going to be in movie theaters for its 25th anniversary and I have to go.

-Can I find a way to watch Sherlock online??

-What a Paris apartment should look like.

-“Best Gray Paint Colors According to Ryan Gosling.” Emily Henderson is so funny.

-I’ve seen a lot of articles about developing good habits that would improve my life, but this one particularly struck a chord with me for some reason. I am working on some (personal) professional goals and it feels good.

-Beautiful Fiona: “As ever, her devil-may-care-about-your-buzz-band presence holds a mirror up to our moment, a time when we’re sharing everything about our lives and yet nothing at all. Because while we’ve got no qualms with telling strangers what we ate for brunch or even showing our external wounds…Apple’s music traverses in the realm of things that are still difficult to share.”

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Try Again Thursday

Tomato zucchini gratin

Just a snapshot of a tomato zucchini gratin (with garlic, olive oil, Parmesan, and basil) I made last night. I got the idea from a Publix recipe card early in the year, and it’s really good, although it tastes even better with thyme, which the recipe calls for–I just didn’t have any. I also didn’t have an ideal baking dish but c’est la vie. I don’t have my own kitchen right now.

So I actually went to use my DSLR to photograph the gratin but the camera wouldn’t turn on–eeek–so I am charging the battery now and hopefully that will take care of everything. That has never happened before though!

Anyway, I’ve had a nice morning, it’s a gorgeous day that actually warranted a jacket earlier, and now it’s time to knock out some of the tasks I didn’t get to yesterday.

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Hang Onto That Thought

After feeling like crap for the past few days, I awoke somewhat improved–the head and back pain has mostly subsided for now, though my muscles remain tense–but also with the strange claustrophobic feeling I often get in the wintertime. It’s difficult to explain, only to say that I despise the cold, and when I wake up knowing it’s cold outside, I don’t feel as healthy, happy, and energetic as I do in warmer seasons. But why do I keep sensing “winter” today, when the temperature is still reaching the 80s and even 90s this week? After thinking on it, I realized I’ve been too cooped up inside, which is exactly what happens in the wintertime when I’m forced to hide from the frigid outdoors (yes, I exaggerate, the season is pretty mild here, but whatever). Point is, I need to get out.

My head has been swimming with images of citrus this morning. Lemon trees, to be exact; somehow I started thinking about lemon trees, which led to Googling images of lemon trees and lemon tree-inspired art and yellow and green and uh oh what is wrong with me I am now in the midst of a full-on lemon tree obsession. I only just realized how strongly I associate them with sunshine, cheerful colors, fresh food, and good health. The antithesis of winter, but maybe I’m biased. I suppose I’m dreaming of the Mediterranean today. Or California. This calls for some sort of citrus infused recipe before the end of the weekend, no doubt about it. I don’t actually care for lemonade, lemon meringue pie, or key lime pie, but I’ve been known to whip up a pretty good lemon buttermilk pound cake. Maybe I’ll try citrus-roasted asparagus and/or spaghetti with lemon and olive oil. And throw in some avocados somewhere too. I’ll take an avocado tree right along with a lemon one.

But first, and most importantly, I need to get out of the house. If it isn’t obvious.

lemon tree
[I love this limited edition art print from Etsy shop The Joy of Color.]

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Clicking And Grinding

I need lots of reinvigorating these days. Even though I know in the long run everything will work out, getting through “now” can be difficult. But today I’m giving myself a pep talk.

Last week I started making time each day for physical activity that had been seriously lacking, and I’m going to build on that now. I will eat out less and cook more often, trying new healthy recipes and monitoring my spending in the process. I’m back to taking my two daily multi-vitamins. I’m going to find a way to do yoga, even if I have to play Yogamazing from my computer. And I’ll be helping out more with keeping the family’s German Shepard active. I will continue to work on driving and job-related things, of course. I’m a bit tired of writing about that here though.

I write often in my journal these days, and I allow myself to go crazy there. I’ll jot down any fleeting thought without judging it, sometimes reaching to grasp and record the ideas and feelings I’d otherwise push out of mind quickly, with little concern for sophisticated prose. For years as a kid and teenager I think I was too self-conscious about even the most personal of writing, tearing out pages I wasn’t happy with later, or writing as though for an audience. But I’ve stopped doing that. I just embrace the freedom and privacy of the page, and sometimes, small nuggets make into my online writing, though not necessarily word for word. This passage I wrote several weeks ago resonates with me today:

My creative energy has been flowing for days–bursts of inspiration, highs and lows, defeat and lethargy–I’ve felt all of these, but underneath everything is this sense that I’m on the cusp of something. Like wheels are clicking and grinding in my brain and somehow it’s all going to add up. Like I’m going to produce something soon, or do something meaningful…I don’t know what, but I’m laying the foundation for it.

New art print
[An art print I recently bought; I was so enamored with the colors I couldn't get it out of my mind.]

Recipes to try
-Basically every vegetarian recipe on Budget Bytes (seven layer dip using not-refried beans , creamy avocado dressing, peanut soba stir fry, and tons of pasta recipes like Tuscan white bean pasta)
-And many selections from Oh She Glows, like 15 minute creamy avocado pasta, roasted tomato basil pesto (I’m trying to use pesto on vegetables more often now, rather than just pasta), and long weekend grilled salad

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